Monday, July 30, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
HI !! i'm back ! haha.. i knoe i have been disappearing from this page for quite sometime.. Why am i talking until like there are alot of ppl reading my blog wan? haha.. why i said so? cos i've changed my ADDRESS la ! haha..i do not want alot of ppl reading dis blog.. i knoe i am abit selfish and keep all the things to myself, i dun wan ppl knoe that sometimes i have alot of problems and i put my entry here and they read it.. i knoe i dam bad la.. sue me lor .. =( and aso sometimes i do condemn ppl wan ler.. so i aso dun wan ppl to knoe lor..
Okay cut the crap.. U knoe i've been quite busy with my college work lately.. There are so much to do man.. My project, my assignments.. woah !! i dun even have time to practise my piano man.. and i play like crap for these few weeks.. It seems like i couldnt cope with new songs soo fast yet cos lack of practice =(.. i need to spend more time in here and there..
Have been busying dota for da past few days.. of cos play at home la.. lol. i dun have kakis to go CC and play.. As usual, most of the time lose games.. But when ada Shirley, itz hard abit to lose la.. haha meaning she very geng lor.. lol no doubt, watever heroes she used, she will and most prob will own the game.. but the funny part is, few days back we played with her bf (Alan) as well, and we played shuffle players and both of them got to be enemies for 2 games straight.. that was pretty funny cos they were sitting next to each other.. haha.. both of them were complaining that they were looking at each other's pc..
Two weeks later, Shirley is gonna have her 21st Bday party on a miserable Tuesday nite.. kaka .. Still havent think of anything to give her yet =P.. mayb i shall wrap myself up in a pretty pressie box and tie it with a super nice gigantic ribbon and gif myself to her? haha.. I knoe she loves me.. HOR SHIRLEY? haha.. okay, juz a short post here cos i have nth much to update on.. Will be going to QBAR dis saturday.. anyone wanna come along? let me knoe.. =) cheers
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Dunno wat is my mood now but dis entry is about my rant ya.. kenot tahan dun read =).. Dis month is like dam suay for me lor.. i seriously dunno why on earth so many ppl umm song me for.. and i dunno wat have i done to make them umm song me.. REALLY DUNNO.. Seriously, itz not like i stepped their tail b4 or something aso.. DAM crazie.. Wat i do and how i act aso got something to talk about wan ah? Nvr talk much to them aso umm song me.. As for ur info, i seldom talks in College i tell.. i am a different person in college as for those u knoe me, u guys might think i dam muka tembok and tak tau malu and for sure very very bising and Chi cha but when u go into Taylor's college i mean u spy better la cos if i see u (those i rapat with ones) i sure dam bising wan ma.. if u see me with my college mates, i would probably be the MOST quiet wan.. Seriously, i dun talk much in college and u will see the DIFFERENT me in college.. i sounded like i dam anti-social hor? actually i am lah.. dun think i am so socialable..
Suddenly my moodd gone down to da drain.. someone pick it back up for me pls ^^.. i alwiz wonder why cant my life be better than now ah? Well, as dis bloggie is somewhere i could spread my feelings out by saying out every single thing.. Well, i am gonna say.. I knoe my life in another way is very much better than others i mean not as good but yea, at least i got wat i wan but do u knoe wat girls alwiz farn about? itz alwiz about frens and love.. Well, my love stories has gone into history few thousand yrs ago but frens.. I dun have much frens as u knoe.. i have afew close ones and those close ones is those i really appreciate now but somehow i dunno when my mood swing builts like so seriously nowadays.. It actually started like dis yr, i dun usually have major mood swings for da previous years.. Now i dun feel like meeting anyone and juz feel like locking up myself at home .. Or going shopping alone but that isnt necessary .. I feel like getting out of this country somehow and i dun get to go for my bro's convocation .. sad thing man.. but my mom promised us dat she will bring us to Australia end of the yr.. hope she will hold her promises.. i really wanna get out from Malaysia for at least 1 or 2 weeks..
let me update till here first.. hehe.. my mood ok jo =).
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Actually i'm in my aunt's hse now waiting for my dear mummy to play her mahjong.. lol... my dad and sis has gone home and i did not wanna leave my mom driving home alone ALL DA WAY FROM cheras back to subang i decided to teman her.. i'm pretty exhauster today actually.. The day started with a phone bombed by Aya be 9AM !! lol.. i almost cursed but i did not make the word out from my mouth.. Well, after her call i did not get back to sleep cos i cant and my mind started thinking wat is happening around me lately which makes me feel abit down and i am quite disappointed with ppl around ( only certain ones and ask me if u really wanna knoe watz happening) .. I'm very much emo nowadays because i am practically having my pms now which makes me emo.. Well, Aya knoes wat is it though.. Will continue about dis later
I wannaa blog about my day... I'm quite disappointed that i did not go to the Estee Lauder's warehouse sales bcos Aya bought lotsa things in really cheap prices such as lipgloss from Bobbi Brown RM60 for THREEEE u knoe? THREEE for RM60 means RM20 for one man.. Really crazy and i feel tempted and decided to take one of it from her.. haha.. Other than that, da eye gel thingie wat, eyeliner ah? wahhh so dam cheap man... i am so REGRETTTTTT !!! and da worst thing is according to Aya, she said no need da frigging invitation to go in !!! kill them pls, someone.. okay, i had much fun with Aya today.. We went shopping around and we both bought a VEST !! kaka.. itz so BEAUTIFUL, who wants to see us wear it, make appoinment la cos we wont wear it to let u guys see wan la..lol.. Den guess wat? i bought JAY CHOU"S piano pieces mann.. OMG !! cant wait to go home and play but i think tmr first la.. cos itz friggin 11pm already and my mom does not want to get her arse up from da chair and still sticking her body to da mahjong table and fingers to the mahjong tiles.. i see aso dunno wanna cry or laugh or happy for her cos my shoulder freaking hurting me now man.. i really need a massage on my shoulder.. who is so kind enuff to massage it for me pweeeseee? *puppy eyes tearing*.. Okay my legs are hurting me too, walked alot alot alot today although itz not dat much as we did in S'pore but itz still alot till pain at my legs and feets and everything..lol... i knoe i am OLD already, and i admit it pain everywhere and every parts of my body.. but hell, do i look like i care?
I spent like 80 over bucks for my hair products today man... dam farking samthong but all the things happen to finish at da same time which makes me feel a farking big flesh has cut out from my heart for buying it.. T.T.. dun feel like elaborating much about it la.. making me feel miserable for having such a problematic hair only ..T____T
Okay, u knoe wat? i am really disappointed in certain ppl that i can say close to me? not dat close but yea, quite close since we knew each from secondary skewl and we got so close to each other .. aiya, can i dun talk about dis anymore? dam farking emo when i think about it and my "AUNT" came and visitted me like few days ago which makes me feel superbly MOODY like fark !! moody sampai i dun feel like seeing anyone man.. except for certain ones la.. CERTAIN as in really certain to an extend which makes like two to three person only? sowie but yea, i have nvr feel dis emo till dun wanna see anyone but dis time.. overly emo + exhausted that makes me feel so this time.. well, shall stop here first.. got to go soon as i am going home.. FYI, i'm still in Cheras.. *faints* toodles =)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I looked dam ugly too.. with my ugly fringe and hair.. Den later on, my mom asked me whether i wanna had braces on to straighten my teeth.. Btw, last time when i was in erm form 2? i was dying to had braces already but my family's financial condition wasnt really that well so i guess my mom refused to let me have it.. so later on, which was last yr around end of March my mom asked me whether i wan to, so i said yes.. Later she brought me to dentist to get my tooth checked, pulled, scaled and had my braces in for like 1 and a half yrs and not forgetting it hurted like crap for da first few months and the braces made me looked like this ;
cant really see my braces on but i looked ugly with braces too and remembered TKB told me "of cos looked uglier lor cos u are having ur braces on ma..but i didnt bothered wat he said..cos i knoe i will have nicer tooth later on..So after 1 and a half yrs, they made me looked like dis ;
Can see any difference? Let me show u another one;
Can see yet? ok, one last one wokie?
WAhaha.. i knoe u guys arent blind la, i think the blind ones aso can spot da differences...But i was juz MAKING SURE u guys can see mar.. haha... I had my braces off my tooth already !!! *smile widely till my eyes became a line only*.. haha..i was dam happie but.. BUT the process when pulling off wasnt pain but da SCALING PART !! my gums are all bleeding and stuff *tear*.. Anywayz, after suffering for 1 and a half yrs of pain i have straight teeth already.. keke.. Now i can smile confidently already rather than showing my ugly braces that i nvr think it is nice..*SMILEEE*
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Everyday is sooo hot and stuffy man.. and i'm now sweating (actually i havent mandi) =P.. I'll be going to work at 6pm to 10pm later la.. Bath b4 i go lor.. Yesterday was my first day working at the tuition center (as a clerk not a TEACHER) pls.. dun misunderstood like Aya and Hui Min did..*shakes head* how can i be a teacher when me myself needed a teacher to teach me as well? *shakes head again* .. As for da job, itz nice itz fine and itz easy.. but i went about chaos for da first day of work la.. dam kelam kabut .. such as :
Scene 1 :
will do the captions later... i need to leave for work already..