Tuesday, July 22, 2008

how would u feel dat u have been taken for granted? feel it and i dun think u will wanna take things for granted again or unless, u were born SELFISH of ur own? Then, i have no comment in u .. All i can do it wishing u Good Luck :-)..So, GOOD LUCK !!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

>>> feeling-less

Dun get me wrong, "feeling-less" doesnt mean i have no more feelings or emo.. LOL.. It means i dun feel anything.. I have enuff of being emo liao.. I was supposed to get started on my internship report but screw it la.. I just found out 2 days ago dat i needed to hand in TMR !! lol.. i'm screwed but i emailed my lecturer dat i am not in Malaysia at the moment and told him i am coming back only at the end of da week because next week start class already.. Aiya if any unknown number calls me, i terus dun wanna answer kao tim.. Tmr only i start doing the dam report la.. 20 over pages leh.. how to vomit it out in one freaking nite? die lor liddat ... No no, tmr i wanna go do my hair, no time for report la..LOLL.. Mayb take a notepad there and write with hands first la while doing my hair..

Enough of internship reports la, proceed to the actual topic k? hehehe.. Let's start from last week, Saturday finally had our Emrys gathering.. It was a very very small gathering la, not alot of ppl turned up and i was lazy to pester ppl to come and all and it was a very last min plan.. It was quite dead la.. Wat we did was just makan, chit chat and played Poker.. Macam i know how to play Poker la.. Just whacked and lost RM5.. wtf? According to Zicken, play poker need to use brain and think wan wor, so it shows dat i didnt have brains cos i lost la.. lol.. Okla, next yr will have a better gathering and those who didnt manage to turn up dis yr, i will make sure they will come next yr..

I'm broke la.. Aiyoo -.- and my clubbing mood is back !!! went clubbing for 3 weeks in a row already.. Dis week paling geng... Went twice.. Maison on thurs and Scarlet on Saturday.. Stupid scarlet dam sien ok? bloody hell, they played 60s and 70s songs.. Wtf rite? Btw Scarlet was a last min decision because wasnt planning to go at first, but cos of a LITTLE bit of temptation to club and the fact that we didnt need to come out a single cent, so me and tan went lor.. LOL.. Maison was packed as usual la.. Since when Maison on Thurs no ppl one? IMPOSSIBLE LOR.. But something made my night.. HOHOHO ... btw, i realised without HIM together with me in clubs, i tend to enjoy more.. lol.. So, i guess reduce clubbing sessions with HIM ba..
The First week in Maison after ban myself from clubbing from 2 months :-P

This is da 3rd week of clubbing also b4 going to Maison ^.^

I tell u la, my life dam dull lately lor ok, got nth much to update la.. i put pictures ba , not alot though

Was at 1U to watch da ESWC match..

Was with Huimin in The Curve for shisha.. terus see stars after shisha-ing.. but it was fun !! =)

Dat's all =).. Toodless ^.^

P/S: Was supposed to post dis yesterday but was dragged away by a game..hehe.. Will post with my new hair the next entry after i am satisfy with my pics.. ^.^

P/P/S : Pasar Malam in Cheras dis Wed anyone? Going with Tan.. hehe ^.^ Maybe clubbing dis week also or mayb not?


Thursday, July 17, 2008

>>>> emooooooooo

Itz 2.46am now and i'm not sleepy yet.. i feel that sleeping so early, itz just a waste of time when i am on holidays.. Yup, i'm so emo rite now.. :-(.. I've been in a very emotional mood lately, everything seems not right and in a right way for me.. Things i do, ppl i talk to.. It doesnt satisfy me in da way i want it to be.. I've tried many ways of doing things in order to make me feel happier, but i guess it dont really work..

Sometimes i feel that i'm so unlucky when it comes to dis.. (If u knoe wat "dis" is).. I do not know why i would go and hurt myself by seeing things that i knoe itz heart breaking, talking to a person or maybe caring that someone but i knew that person would take me for granted.. Well, at least i can feel dat that person is taking me for granted..

I do not knoe why you treat me so nice for, at the very beginning when we knew each other.. I dunno why i easily fall and appreciate for ppl who treats me better than i would be treated by one.. I knew that eventually that we would end up like dis.. I DO appreciate the relationship as a frens between us now, but why on earth that what i felt to u is more than a fren at the first place? i am just pushing myself to a dead-end that i cant see anything bright in our future.. I really do hope, i can rewind the time that we used to hangout as often for the past few months.. I admit that i had the best time of my life spending time like dat.. I feel it wouldnt be the same anymore..

I did the biggest mistake in my life is that i said things that i shouldnt have .. I guess, i ruin the happiness by myself.. I knoe if i did not farking spill those words out to u, the ending might not be like dis but rather in a better way..I feel that i rather keep those feelings myself than spilling out to u..at least i would be happier in that way, I regretted doing it.. At this very moment, i feel dat sometimes i wished that i nvr knew u from the very beginning..


Thursday, July 10, 2008

>>> Bored

I'm super bored ok? :-(..

What Yeong Weng See Means
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

try find ur name's hidden meaning too ^.^