SAD~~

>>> upset


I'm feeling quite upset right now.. There are 2 things that made me feel so.. First of all, i got backstabbed by a fren.. Where she says i'm becoming stingy to a fren of mine.. Well, Tan alwiz says i am stingy and all but i knoe she was just joking bcos she is one stingy ass as well. i mean Literally. ^.^.. But dis she asked my fren not to tell me.. I mean, do u ever need to say dat i am like dat? At this point of time, if u all knoe itz recession..Who does not want to save money? Plus my parents is not like very well to do like hers la.. My parents dun out of sudden throw few thousand for me to use.. If one day they happen to do dis to me, i will think it is a miracle happens...


The second bad thing happened today was when i was trying to call Ricky, a girl answer the phone.. now Girls , how would u react when a girl answer ur boyfriend's phone? of cos u stone lor rite? I STONED ! i looked at my phone again and double checked whether i called da right person.. and a girl answered his phone.. Actually dat girl was his sister.. Like wtf? his sister answer nvm u knoe.. When u get stoned, u sure will snap rite? and talked to them , in their way where they calls it rude.. mahai .. she fucking snobbed at me and said " can u speak politely ah?".. when i took a deep breath and speak better, she in return answered me rudely and just put down da dam phone..

In a way, it is very obvious dat she has a prejudice towards me as because she is my bf's ex gf's so called good fren and i am da affair and stole her brother from her good fren..yes, in future she will definitely show me faces dat i need to be patient with and might talk to me in a snobbish way where i would do so as well.. I just cant stand arogant and snobbish ( i think itz da same meaning ) like right infront of me showing fucked up and bitchy faces.. I might do it to her in return as well..say me cruel/kejam or watever, but i hope she will tumbuh bisul in her vagina one day.. i dun care whether i can built any good relationship with her even though she is my boyfriend's sister.. i dun care :)


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Saturday ~~

>>> Bored



My latest camwhore picture.. my camera phone sucks okay.. Hence i look as shit as ever.. tq ^.^

Urghh !! i'm so bored and i'm feeling very panas now lorr, not a very productive Saturday too.. Mr.Ricky is now working in Le Meridian Hotel, and he wont be coming over tonight to teman me :( but instead he is coming tomorrow..probably, he will just come as late as he could.. So annoying leh, always also liddat...




Finals is in a week's time.. wow !! i felt that dis semester pass like quite fast lor.. My only concern is my Marketing Subject !! i am working quadruple hard for dis subject.. I got 1 more week of time to habiskan my studies b4 sitting for the exam.. Cant wait for FREEDOM!! although i've been bumping around at home lately..




Actually this is not the purpose of my post, talking about finals and how bored i am today.. I decided to blog today because I wanna rant about a guy fren of mine.. Well, he is not someone i knew recently but we seldom chat.. Like after a year or so for not chatting with him, he came and msged me in msn.. I tot which direction of wind would blow him towards me.. our conversation was like:



Me: wah... which direction of wind blow u to come and chat with me?

Him: nola.. i msg everyone in my msn list cos i am bored !!

Me: den ah, why are u bored? i cant help u also

Him: sure u can help me ! Intro me to some LENG LUIS .. hehehehe




Wtf? he has been bugging me to intro him to pretty girls.. he tot i am wat? Leng lui provider ah? gosh.. u knoe wat? actually not only him who asked me to intro girls to him.. Got other few guys too.. I did not wanna gif a shit out of their request la.. And does my forehead wrote "LENG LUIS PROVIDER".. i straight told him off dat, my frens are all taken and maybe you (he) shud just look at the mirror b4 he want leng luis as his GF !! he asked me whether got any frens alwiz argue dat like wanna break up anot? like wtf? liddat also can say

i cant stand shallow minded guys where they only wan leng luis as their gf.. Okaylaa.. i knoe itz normal for guys seeking pretty girls to be their other half.. and NOOO i am not jerres ok.. If u think u are Daniel Wu or Wang Lee Hom or Edison only u talk to me about leng luis la.. I think even if u ask me now, i would just answer "All my leng lui frens are taken.. u also knoe how to say leng lui, of cos itz not your turn to get her la.."




I get annoyed easily to guys dat alwiz ask me to intro girls to them.. Why not they just go out social more and meet more girl friends la.. What if i intro my girl frens to them, den the guy tackle them, my frens confirm scold me..Leng luis for sure got high expectations towards guys lar.. geez =.=.. dun think they want ppl like him leh.. And they nvr sedar that how they look like but alwiz like to praise themselves as SUPER DUPER lengzai liddat.. wtf? they will alwiz go "i so handsome, they also dun wan ah?".. All i have to say is just "can u pls look at the mirror before judging yourself?"


Sorry, dat i get annoyed easily.. but he has been bugging for years to intro him to LENG LUIs ( pretty girls ) and has been praising himself very good looking and stuff.. warafak !


Okay, enuff ranting.. xD...


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Italianese

>>> Big wide smile


Happy anot? i'm back to the blogging world, although not very active but still at least i do update ok? i dun have much inspiration to blog la.. i tarak benda blog cos my life is not happening already..wtf..

Having dinner in Italianese is something happening to me now..:(.. I havent had exp food for quite sometime already !! i'm craving for TGIF and Japanese food now.. Economy bad , family kenot afford exp food jor.. so sad rite?

Btw i had fun in Italianese with Aya and Fern the other nite.. We chat for so long and laughed like crazy.. The way Fern talks was really funny.. We were busy talking and didnt get to camwhore much.. While waiting for Fern's arrival , we reached pyramid quite early, so we decided to walk around.. and Aya couldnt control but shop like crazy again.. but i like dat COSMETIC BAG.. so cuteeeee.. !! i think i wanna get one too.. but da smaller version to make it as a clutch liddat.. hehehe..

We ordered too much of food and we couldnt finish.. LOL.. i tot we were pretty much a big eater but unfortunately we were not any of them :(.. i tot my boyfriend can eat alot, but i guess he wasnt feeling too well to eat.. normally he eat like crazy okay?

I wished my life is abit more happening than like dis now bleh =/... Everyday sit at home, read book, or chat online.. SO SIEN LOR !! my class gonna finish soon, and i'm gonna mampos kebosanan.. i wanna find a part time job !! any to intro? xD.. maybe i shall apply to event companies.. but i wonder they would wanna hire me?=/..









My beloved serving us ..lol


The quite delicious pizza.. but da crust was abit hard =/

I cant wait to go Penang and Singapore ! but it is gonna happen only on June !! so long more.. T__T.. It has been a long time since i had my last holiday.. Like dec? i really need a break !! i've been reading blogs where those ppl keep going so many places while i am stuck here at home dreaming everyday.. I love shopping in Spore, i dunno why sporeans like to shop in Msia.. i knoe itz cheaper here but lesser varieties.. Even branded goods also release dam slow in Msia leh.. so outdated =/.. but my main motive for going Singapore is something else.. hohoho.. i shall keep it as a something to be reveal after i return.. hoho..

Itz late now, i dunno when will be my next entry.. No inspiration to blog !! if u dun mind my rantings, den i will blog .. hehehe.. good nite :)..

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Mist ~~

>>>feeling depressed with da big fat pimple on my face

Was at Mist last Saturday for da second time and we were late as usual.. Ricky's colleagues were mostly there already..When we were on da way there, his head called and kinda like rushed us.. thanks to AYA !! she's alwiz da latest, even fern also got ready earlier and asked us wat time are we going cos it was already 10.30pm !! next time i will tell her 9.30pm reach my hse.. hahaha.. upon reaching, his another colleague called and asked us why all indians geh.. hahaha.. i guess they werent aware dat Bangsar is mmg manyak indians hangout.. but overall i rasa it wasnt dat bad la.. I like da music and dancefloor there..

Opened 3 bottles, actually 1 bottle was da extra bottle dat we couldnt finish last time.. I didnt knoe JD + green tea taste so good !! and i absolutely cant take Black Label anymore because it tasted like fuck..=.=.. i still have 1 bottle of black label at home i wonder how am i gonna telan it.. now i knoe why black label so cheap liao =/.. But basically all liquors taste like fuck one lor.. i shud cut down on drinking... Drank quite alot last week but wasnt drunk but ABIT high.. Ricky as usual was the first one who went down.. he cannot drink one la ><.. geez =/..

I was actually busy drinking, laughing, camwhoring with Aya and Fern, den we went to da dancefloor.. out of sudden he came and hugged me from da back because as i knoe he wanted to escape from his frens.. His frens are crazy leh..=/.. keep pouring and pouring.. but they are actually quite funny when they are drunk (not in Mist but in Supperclub last yr during Ricky's bday, their reaction were priceless !!).. den me Aya and Fern went back to our tables and continue drinking and camwhoring.. da next min i saw Ricky already sitting down there after vomiting..

We needed a break, so we went out of the club and decided to ciao after 15 to 20 mins sitting there because Ricky was suffering ler..=.=.. so i had to drive..and we went home after dat.. Tot of going to Mamak but didnt go as Ricky was too drunk =/... dam teruk la !! alwiz see him terlantar on da floor whenever go clubbing with him.. sien.. okler, since i said we camwhore alot.. i shall post some pics here :-)

I didnt knoe Ah Jun ( da guy next to Fern ) is so tall =/.. and aya asked me " eh he very cold ah?"..LOL

Fern also dam drunk !!.. hahahha

You see how drunk was he!!!

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To you

>>> feeling grateful

Though u wont be reading this, but i will still write abit about it

Just wanna say thx for loving me although we always argue about silly things.. making my heart melt from the way u sayang me back even though my whole body is burning hot due to anger.. and thanks for being so patience towards me and also spending most of your time with me whenever i say i wanna meet you.. I knew u would not disappoint me by showing urself up , although u ffk me which made me angry (yes i am very bad tempered) but u did come the very next day and make it up to me eventhough u finish ur work dam late.. Thanks for being so patient and waited for 2 hours after ur work for me to finish my movie so we can go home together.. and also travelling all the way from Cheras to Subang almost everyday just because i said i wanna see you..

It has been 6 months since we got together, in this 6 months, i had my happiest time and also saddest time of my life.. We faced situations that i nvr face b4 but i was happy that u protected me no matter wat it is.. Had my first time for almost everything with u, be it to the casino, every clubs dat i havent been into, my very first bouquet of flowers to following u to watch some illegal racing and some extreme night shows in Bukit Jalil.. You know that i dislike driving, and u always insist to drive eventhough i offer to drive because i know u are tired cos of the late night out..

Time really flies like a bumble bee (wtf? bumble bee =.=).. I wish there are more 6 months coming and better off 6 months till forever.. i just couldnt imagine my life without you now, and i was pretty sure u just feel da same from da argument dat almost made us breakup last Saturday.. Just wanna let u knoe dat I LOVE YOU like i nvr love anyone like dis before.. Your appearance in my life filled in the empty space in my heart and that space will nvr be empty again till the end of our lives ...

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>>> sad and disappointed


Didnt know that after another long break between dis post and da previous post , i'm going to write in a disappointed feeling.. Yes i am very disappointed .. Not gonna mention who but i think u pretty much can guess who is it.. Oh well, he ffked for the 3rd time already.. I waited for him like some idiot, just dat i am smart enuff not to dress and get ready while waitin for him.. Well, u can say i might be controlling in some ways till he cant breathe.. but as for wat he has done in da past although he wasnt together with me yet, i cant put 100% trust on him yet.. We are already almost 6 months .. i dun really like ego guys dat will not put down his pride infront of his gf..

Sometimes i feel myself playing the guy role in da relationship rather than a girl.. I feel that i am not important at all to him.. i dunno why i am the one who is waitin for him to look for me, and in the end he did not turn up.. I was rather sad than mad when he did this to me again.. i have so much tears to flow but sometimes i just wouldnt there to let it out because i do not want to be questioned about the tears.. I feel a little bit suffering because i couldnt get his attention all the time..

Let me tell u something funny... I dare not call him all da time already.. because he said some words already hurt me and something dat i wouldnt forget.. Everyone is asking me, why am i treating him so good? sometimes i questioned myself liddat too but then again, i do not get repay back.. I knoe we shudnt expect anything back from wat u have done or sacrifice but at least make me feel dat i am someone important to him rather than making me feel like and idiot who is waiting for his calls and waitin for his arrival? I feel like giving up in dis relationship, but i do not dare to know the outcome after saying it out.. i can tell u dat, my feelings has fade towards him.. i feel stupid for loving him so much and not being loved as much as i feel for him.. what can i do? telling him how i feel isnt working because we will definitely end up arguing.. even though i let my feelings out, he will definitely defend himself either..

I do not wanna say more about it.. Sorri for da boring and emo post of mine today.. I wished my life would be happier but sadly i think itz not getting any better than wat am i feeling now..


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Malacca Trip~~

I am dying as the weather is frigging hot today.. actually almost everyday..:( somtimes it rain like cats and dogs, at times it is as hot as it can make me produce B.O from my body *disgusted*.. i dun have BO one la okay for your info.. so dun keep ur distance from me ah.. i will be very hurt . wtf *smacks head*.. what did i just said?=.=..

Alright, i am supposed to blog about my Malacca trip, Ricky took 2 days off to teman me to go Malacca bcause i was having my midterm break last week ..sorry no pictures, my phone's very cha peh, if i use da camera, it will hang and i forgotten to bring my charger there da other day.. And my camera's cable lost already so i cant upload pictures even i take pictures with my camera, so i did not bring my camera to Malacca.. HAHA.

Malacca's weather was as hot as here.. I almost die bcos got roasted by the sun in Jonker Street.. There werent any trees around, and i did not smack some sunscreen lotion on my body.. LOL.. so i am roasted and becoming a Keling already.. because of the kepanasan, we went for Cendol.. And i almost got chocked to death bcause of da sweetness.. wtf? dam sweet lor the cendol.. lesson learnt : dun go to those shops that is renovated until very nice and clean in malacca that serves cendol bcause they serve the sweetest cendol ever.. Go to the indian man next to da street and a smelly river ( longkang ) actually and infront of the Christ Church, (the red building where there is a CROSS on top of the building wtf, not funny also -.-" ) yeah, there is one indian man underneath the big umbrella selling cendol and apparently, itz good wor.. Afterall, cendol was create by Indians.. WTF? i was just crapping.. i dunno who invented cendol and put it in the food category la..

So after that, we walked back to our car and drove off and nvr go Jonker Street for the rest of the trip already.. TOO HOT !! u knoe every step i walked there i also complain hot.. dunno how my bf can stand my voice saying " Very hot laa.." for 100 times in 30 mins.. HAHAHA.. but he normally just kept quite bcos he just dun wanna layan me.. xD.. I'm so irritating rite?:-p..

Wanted to search for da Tan Kim Hock building to buy some food back, but go round 10 times of da whole malacca town also no sign of Tan Kim Hock.. sigh* so we headed back to our Hotel room for a rest, bcos we woke up as early as 8.42am in the morning.. LOL.. Slept till around 6pm, bath and went to Portuguese village for seafood dinner..

Wow, i didnt knoe that place existed.. Itz like restaurant facing the sea.. wat a nice ambience.. T__T.. i miss the wind from the sea.. wtf? why wind?=.=.. I miss the butter garlic scallops to be exact.. hehe.. den later, we went back to hotel after dinner for awhile, and i changed..

We went 10 rounds again figure out the way to Eye On Msia.. HAHAHA.. i think we took like 20 mins just to find out the way there.. for a 15 mins ride? Eye on Malaysia cost us Rm20.. It was a pretty good experience to sit on a big ferris wheel not to see the view of Malacca .. What is there to see at nite in Malacca? i've already sat in the car, and Ricky went 10 to 20 rounds in Malacca just to find the place already.. wat also see already lor.. hehehe.. After EYe on Malaysia, we went for Satay Celup.. but sadly it was disappointing..not as nice as b4 i ate.. maybe i went to the wrong shop.. =/..

I tell u, my stomach was soo full dat day.. because after Satay Celup, we went Sunshine bar.. aihs.. i was disappointed as well bcause sunshine bar isnt as nice as i thought it would be.. but suprisingly, a bucket which 4 bottles of beer contained in it cost only RM26 !! my eye went so big.. imagine la, me and Ricky drank like 4 freaking bottles of beer, i think i drank more than him, because we argued when we reached the Bar.. hahaha.. so i got so mad and drank xD.. and my stomach almost burst lor !! and abit pei..lol.. so we stopped by at Pure Bar for second round.. not actually second round la.. cis !! so dam packed and packed with LALAS and they got some dunno wat dancing competition there.. not exactly competition la.. just some skimpy clothes girls went up to the podium and shaked their ass off only.. and dapat 50 bucks !! 0__0... went off after 15 mins and back to hotel..

Next day, woke up for breakfast and bath and ciao.. Went to Tan Kim Hock to buy the foodstuffs and came back to KL already.. cos we argued again in the morning b4 checking out.. geez !! dun ask me argued about what.. i dun wanna bring up already.. but we were okay when we reached KL.. That's all about it about my Malacca trip.. it was fun, and we had bad times as well la.. xD.. but still, I LOVE HIM.. :-)

Hmm, well there are pictures, but pictures from my cousin's camera, when she was here in Malaysia..

These pictures ( from above) are the ones we took during CNY.. i love the lightings

And here is somewhere in Jenjarom.. I think itz in Klang.. It was a very very hot afternoon.. almost pengsan..

The is the best chocolate drink ever !! from Thebroma.. watever the name is la.. i dunno how to spell.. itz in IUtama.. the Chocolate Lounge.. u guys shud go there and try.. :-)

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Updatess

>>> bored


Hi! I'm back to update my blog for a reason.. will tell u later and also my dearest BF ffk-ed me, as he was suppsoed to come over to my hse but i think he fell asleep.. So ever since forever i didnt update my blog is bcos i was too busy with alot of things.. *cough* pak *cough* tor.. hahaha.. nolaa.. was kinda busy 2 months back as my cousin came back from Aussie and it was CNY, before that, busy Holidaying in HK and all.. dun jerres (jealous) ya ^.^... Pretty sure most of u have been to HK before la ... i mean air tickets are now so much cheaper to travel when u are travelling with Air Asia.. WTF=.=.. advertising airasia out of sudden =/


Well well well.. So mayb i just write abit about how my brand new year, with new hopes and all k? Aiya, abit kolot that sentence but that is wat everyone write about mar.. plus i havent write my new year resolution yet and YES i knoe bulan March is arriving and now only i write about it.. =.=.. As i said i was MIA mar..


Okay, lets start from my HK trip.. My HK trip wasnt as good as i thought it would be.. Itz all because of my god-damn-auntie.. I dun wanna curse her here la.. she freaking spoilt my trip.. CB!! my mum also nvr complain i shop too much, she talk so freaking much for fucks meh?=.=.. Jerres rupanye.. Iri hati, dat my mum still buyin stuffs for me during holiday.. but den !!! since my mum is willing to buy for me cos we were on HOLIDAY ma !! waliao..u think my mum will anyhow buy me clothes during normal days ah? wait until my backside grow flowers also she wont buy lor.. i need to use my own money whenever i demand something.. Basically my HK trip was like 50% disaster and 50% fun when i went shopping without my AUNT and traveled without their family.. GEEZ !! who would wanna travel with them ever again? thanks god! end of dis yr, she is not following us to Australia.. or my trip will sure be ruined by her la.. CONFIRM !


Came back from HK, alot of things happen.. DRAMA especially during a "peaceful" public holiday , which was supposed to catch a movie with my bf.. den some biatch came and did some drama.. but after that, it was peaceful again.. I was at the back laughin at her immature acts , acted by a 25 yrs old biatch ! she was 25 on 2008 means she is now 26? *cough* OLD *cough* BIATCH *cough*.. SOOO if "I LOOK SO ............." i think however, the look is still much better than her.. in the sense of dressing and watsoever u see in me and her.. thank u.. not praising myself but only stating facts.. Pls be clear, when i hate someone alot.. i would not care of wat i say but it is just straight from my heart.. Plus i do not need anyone's judgements toward my looks or watsoever that u think its "so......" (quoted from da chatbox "stranger" it seems) ONLY noobs named themselves liddat and it made them sound so childish with a fucking childish thinking.. and 10am in da morning?? and during lunch time? with that freaking comment on da chatbox..must be that BIATCH.. SO mayb u should just fuck off and get a freaking life.. and NO, i am not mad or geram or mang or anything.. Just stating how i feel and wat i wanna say FROM MY HEART..xD


New Year's eve.. where i celebrated it in Scarlet again.. Dun ask me why, but after MOS on early January, i nvr club already.. my wallet dried up :-(.. any good pay part time jobs to recommend? xD..Den my cousin came back from Aussie.. den 1 month later.. they left including HUIMIN who left for Aussie !! T___T.. but b4 she left, we had a farewell dinner with her in PaletePallete and we went Luna bar for a drink, tetiba opened one bottle already.. after that, it was my first visit to the so called " FENG TAU CHEONG" which means those typical disco that ppl normally take ecstasy and shake their head while hugging the goddamnloudspeaker !! CHISIN .. Okay, after they were gone.. my life dam sien already.. nth to do other than going to school when i got school.. Jadi driver send my sis go school sometimes and to tuition as well... nth much to write about already... tetiba emo cos of listening to Yiruma's music.. =.=.. some pics to close this post..



Luna bar ~~

Aya's Bb Fullmoon dinner

Roses from my love

My 21st Bday party ~~

Aya's bday party..

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>>> mother fucking dulan


reminder: this first paragraph will be filled with foul languages


I'm so mad now ok? mad until both of my ears gonna keluar asap already... What else? today i emo, and i dulan !!! fuck the day la.. MOTHER FUCKING ANGRY NOWWWWWWW... no one use money and gertak me one ok? NO ONE USE MONEY AND GERTAK ME !!! i repeated already.. I'm so mother fucking dulan now ok? dulan until headache already.. urghh !!!



Alot of things are really uncertain now to me.. i can honestly say that although i love him, but i do not trust him fully maybe not even half.. I dunno, i just had the feelings that there are something behind the scenes i might not know about it.. Hopefully, i'm not a toy to him or wat.. yes he did tried spending time with me as much as possible.. but yet i still feel there are something la.. am i thinking too much? well, as time goes by, it will prove him whether he is worth to be with or not..



Soo.. i went to Quattro again last Saturday, i can say, it was a blast.. was quite mad at HIM at first, den later on he came and looked for me.. we argued a little, and i realised i was in the wrong as well.. so we berdamai. hehe.. nth much to talk about so pictures time :-)




Our drinks for the nite.. Thanks Wilson ! (kenix's bf)

Muaxxxx

















I love this shot alot ^.^.. so ngam we asked a real photographer helped us took dis shot.. hahaa

They already kena mistaken as sisters for 7 times already...lol

He came dat nite, was really happie although we did argued abit and i brokedown.. DUN LAUGH !

Realise dat i've posted up 3 of this type of pictures? HAHAHA.. minie editted it though.. she combined 3 of us like dis

So this picture ended our nites and this entry.. :-).. Sori, i'm not a very happening person.. i only go clubbing and do nth else.. Clubbing, and college and pyramid.. Dat's all i do.. *emo*.. Abit emo now.. i hope his hug is something real not wat i think now..Okla.. i dunno wat i talking.. ciao ! hope u enjoyed the pics

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