My life ~

i am : feeling uneasy


Aiyo !! i feel so dam uneasy nowadays la.. walk and sit aso is not da thing dat i wanna do.. u knoe when u feel something not nice, u sit in dis position u dun feel comfortable, sit dat position aso not comfortable.. Welll, yea i am feeling liddat.. URGHH !! my headache strikes again, i tell u one day i will die because of headache every single day la and i dunno why when i feel like sleeping, okla i went to bed listen to my mp3 for a while den i will fall asleep.. but den rite, i dunno why lately i cant sleeeepp !! omg.. whenever i cant sleep, i will come back to da computer and kacau someone in msn but mostly i kacau is Leo, cos he is da one who is alwiz on9 for me to kacau middle of the nite or i will juz browse somewhere and looksie looksie abit till i feel sleepy again, DEN i will go to sleep..


I am kinda excited to go to Ruums for Leo's bday..and i dunno WHY !! usually, i dun feel anything or something when there is a plan going on da next day.. i will just feel like, "oh going there ah?okla.. anything aso can wan" .. but itz like tmr =.=.. dunnola, i feel kinda lazy at the same time, AIYO !! i can help it la.. as i told u i feel dam uneasy.. i feel like doing something dat makes me hyper abit la.. Like today, i laze and bump around at home doing nuthin.. Just wake up and makan , watch abit tv, went out and collect Aya's skirt beli Rojak and makan sampai my tummy aso bloated, came on9 and chat for awhile den went back to sleep till 6 PM !! den came on9 again, had dinner den watch tv and going to bath soon.. datz my life today lah !! i dunno how to survive for da rest of da nite..


Seldom dota lately, but sometimes i did go to the cc with my cousin's 2 frens to play for awhile.. but i dun have da feeling for dota there and i really duno why.. Usually when ppl invite me to dota, i will like " OKOKOK !! i wanna go !! i am so bored at home" and i will go super hyper and get ready and all.. but now, =.= i dunno how i feel, mayb bcos going with them makes me feel *blahh !!* i dunno aso la.. i wanna go shopping suddenly, or do somethinggggggggggggg... *pulls hair out*

Oh ya !! i failed 2 fucking subjects in college.. DAM IT TO DA MAX!! i almost pass for one subject, i've got a big fat C- for CTR (Communication Theory and Research) and i have to fucking repeat dat bloody subject.. urghh !! and another one is Media History Law.. HISTORY AND LAW ??? it doesnt sounds interesting at all huh.. my mood hasnt really recovered yet actually, i keep thinking i have to attend all da boring lectures and do all da stupid essays and assignments all over again !!! and to think back, if i am still in KDU.. i wouldnt have fail any subject at all, dis is because the subjects there are way much easier , seriously the subjects there are more to practical type u knoe.. wat Photo Ethnics thingie? take photos la.. dam nice rite? urghh.. kinda regret changing to Taylor's sometimes.. somemore ppl there has more attitude problem wan cos most of them are rich kid and i usually dun really dress up to college because, wat is da point to dress up to college? dam lazy la.. =.=.. Itz not like ppl will notice my existence aso.. so I-DUN-WANNA-CARE.. and for ur info, i wear to slippers to college sometimes and i saw students wearing those nice shoes like heels with dresses to college.. I even thought of wearing shorts and normal tees to attend lectures, but somehow something asked me not to do so.. haha.. okay, i wanna bath already.. might blog later if i have something to write about.. toodles !!

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